Success!!! Now Hopefully it Stays.

   I went to the doctor's office to get a blood pregnancy test done today. It came back positive with HCG levels of 80, and progesterone levels of 30. I'll go in on Friday to retest to make sure that the HCG levels are rising and that I'm not going to miscarry. Today would have been the first day of my period, and it has yet to peek it's ugly head out. It can just stay away for the next 9 months. I'm very excited, but still nervous that I'll lose it. Both my mom and husband have told me that things will be just fine. I'll just have to trust that.

Possible BFP!

   I've been hesitating to update this, as I don't want to get my hopes up too much. I think I might actually be pregnant though. Last week I had taken a pregnancy test to see if the trigger shot was out of my system or not. The pregnancy test came out negative. That was expected, as it wasn't long enough after the IUI to come up positive for pregnancy. I was happy to know that the Ovidrel was out of my system though, because this meant that if I got a positive after that, it would be an actual positive and not a false one. I also tested the next day just to be certain. That test also came up negative. Ok, now I was sure that the Ovidrel was out of my system.

   Fast forward to yesterday, May 12th. I had the IUI done of May 2nd. Yesterday put me 10 days past the IUI, so I expected it to still be too early to test. Then the notification popped up on my phone that my period should start in two days. I wasn't sure if between the Clomid and the Ovidrel that possibly my cycle would be a little different, but usually two days prior to starting my cycle I'll have light spotting. This hadn't occurred as of yet, so I decided to try taking a pregnancy test. I know they tell us not to test before the two week wait is up, but my curiosity got the better of me. I'm used to getting negative results on pregnancy tests, so it was too much to hope for, but sure enough the test came up with a faint positive. I couldn't believe it. To be sure I went and got a digital pregnancy test to ensure that I wasn't just seeing an evaporation line. The digital one came up with positive results as well. I was so excited! I told my hubby when he got home, and he was elated as well. I called the doctor's office this morning and they set up a blood test for tomorrow morning.

  The only reason I don't want to get my hopes up is the fact that a lot of eggs end up fertilized and began implanting and then are washed away with the next cycle. I really hope this one is the one that works and that in a day or two my body won't end up getting rid of it. It might sound sad, but I even went up to the spare room and started imagining how it would look as the new baby room! I told the hubby that I wanted to do a robots, pirates, and princesses theme. He looked at me like I was crazy, but he laughed anyways. I still think it's a cool idea.

  Keep your fingers crossed for me!

Second Two Week Wait

  I haven't updated much due to being so busy with school and work, but the first procedure turned out to be a dud. I got the second procedure done last Friday, so I'm now on day 6 of the second two week wait. I'm really hoping this one will be the one to work. Last time I only had one mature follicle. This time I had three. After they complete the procedure, I'm told to lay on the table with my knees up for about 15 minutes. I couldn't help but give both the eggs and the sperm a pep talk. This all seems so strange still.

  I started watching Baby Mama yesterday. That film with Tina Fey and Amy Poehler. I only got about halfway through because I needed to start making dinner, but I couldn't help but think, "What if my uterus is the wrong shape?!" I know, it's silly. I'm actually glad that I have finals next week. It helps me keep my mind busy. I guess the only bad part is that I'm actually worried that I may actually fail my Precalc final. I've never failed a final exam before. Eeek! This will be a study study study weekend.